I Want What I Can't Have

I've known this man for 2 years. We're both members of a local fitness club and have become firm friends. I have had feelings for him from day 1. At the time, I was in a long term relationship and he was single. Time passed. Now he's in a relationship and I'm single. We have been messaging back and forth for some time now and only recently did he confess he felt the same was I did. We slept on a couple of occasions a couple of weeks ago after a night out and I feel so guilty. I know what we did was wrong but its made me more sad that we're not together. Bottom line is he's with her, isn't it? I can't help but feel so devastated. tlongley@sky,com
trinori1 trinori1
36-40
1 Response May 8, 2012

I am smitten with my gorgeous, funny, witty and charming college lecturer, and I am in a stormy relationship with someone. I have a feeling he likes me back, and this guy is a professional, and student lecturer relations are forbidden. I am a mere student, and he is flying high. I have the feeling the odds are stacked against us anyways. He's more likely to date professional women, although I am training for a real profession, I stilll feel under him, in that respect so he probably wouldnt date me.