He Was Mine Once ..........

when me and my husband had a breakup a while ago i got in contact with a old freind i have known since i was about 8yrs old i never liked him then ha ha ha but we started takling and i invited him over for a cuppa t one nite and we sat talking for hours it was great we clicked instantly we was in sync anyway before he left that nite i gave him a hug and a was a innocent kiss and he walked out of the door and must of been 2 mins later he nocked on again and we kisses for adges anyway he went again we txt and spoke on the phone and 2nites later we were in bed together he wernt the best but it felt like i should be there it felt rite with emotions we sat talking a while after then his phone rang and thats when i relized he had a girlfreind ..... arghhhh i could of screamed but he said they never got on much so i put her in the back of my mind and we had a great relationship lasted 6 months and in that time i fell deep dee inlove like u wouldnt beleve and now i'm back with my husband and its been 2years since i spoke to him but every day i think about him and i feel a ache inside me when i do,i miss him so much i really does hurt,it sounds wrong but i dont feel this for my husband i dont love him anymore and i hate him near me i want to back in them warm safe arms that made me laugh till i cried i'm hopeing i will be there one day i miss and love u so much i always will ...
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May 16, 2012