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I Am In Love With Someone I Can't Have

Does Age Difference Matter??

By: happyface101
Written on August 8th, 2012
Age: 13-15 , Female
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  • happyface101

    I never really thought of him for like, you know... sex. I truly care about him, his personality. I just picture ourselves together with my hands in his. I really really care for him( not quite sure if its love, but something pretty close) I just want to be able to look at him in the eyes and to know that he feels something for me back. I wish it was all easier.

    5 days ago
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  • girlinc12

    age matters! don't do it. find someone in your age group...I've been thru this twice and it has turned into disasters...I end up more with a father-figure than a boyfriend/lover..

    Jan 2
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    • happyface101

      True. And ur absolutely right. I changed schools and I now like this guy my age but I'm not sure if he likes me back

      Jan 2
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  • Eros2012

    I was attracted to my 11th grade English teacher, and I even showed up at his apartment on Friday night after a school football game because I had had a fight with my boyfriend. I was hoping he'd try to console me. As it turned out, he wasn't openly gay as a teacher. Years later, at one of my hs reunions, we reconnected, and this time not only was I not a student of his, but I am not underage. Long story short, we have been sleeping together on occasion. It's been worth the wait. He's actually not much older than I am and really good in bed. Wait until you are legally old enough and then reconnect with him.

    Aug 19, 2012
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    • happyface101

      I'm so glad it worked out for u! Hopefully it does for me too! Thanks for your suggestions! They really help!

      Jan 2
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    • Eros2012

      So glad the sharing of my experience has helped, and I really hope it works out for you, too. I have a strong feeling that it will once you're 18. It sucks I know, but you don't have too long to wait. Use that time to orchestrate how you plan to reconnect with this person. Plan the first "date". Leave no room for error, see how the evening goes, but try not to have sex, just have a good time getting to know each other as adults. Best of luck, but I doubt you'll need it!

      Jan 14
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  • TBlank20

    I love your experience! He never touched you, or asked you out, so I don't really think it was a relationship... But I think he might have liked you. :-) You don't have his email or anything? I have my favorite male teacher's email and number. Would you go back to the school and visit him?? I would, for sure!

    Aug 16, 2012
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    • happyface101

      Yes of course and I alsO have his email. But I'm scared he won't answer. Then I'll feel like an idiot.

      Jan 2
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  • Kasiopea

    It was a nice story! :) U shouldn't be ashamed of it...i mean, it might be weird but...u can't choose who to love...your heart makes it's choices :D ..I think it's cool...

    Aug 16, 2012
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    • happyface101

      Thanks for the advice to all you! I changed schools so I haven't seen him in a pretty long time... We did exchange a few emails but that was it. I now have a crush on this one guy my age but deep inside I still miss Mr._____ I hope to visit soon.. But Im also scared. What if it's not the same anymore?

      Jan 2
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    • happyface101

      Thanx, I truly appreciate the support. This is not easy. And I never expected myself to be in this situation. It all just feels so surreal. It's crazy!!

      Jan 2
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