My Story

This explains how and when I started to realize that I'm gay.

I had just gotten out of middle school in the school year of 2002 - 2003. So my parents decide to send me to a "nice" Christian school for high school.  It was very small at the time.

~Fast forwarding~

It's now my first day at this school.  I start to befriend this really nice girl, whom I eventually come to believe that I like.  (I still have some feelings for her.)  No more than a couple days afterwards, I think on the first day, though, I meet her brother, which gets my heart racing.  Not because I was a lot shyer then than I am now, but because I was attracted to him.  Back then, I had no idea what was going on, especially since I've lived a very, um.... sheltered life by then.  So I knew nothing.

It wasn't until later that same school year, earliest, that I realized that I'm attracted to guys and that I might be bi.  Years go by while I don't tell anyone about my desire for him.  And, to this day, even though I've moved on, I still harber feelings for him.

Today, however, I came to the full realization that I am gay, not bi.
theRuin theRuin
22-25, M
Sep 8, 2012