Hopeless

I know this is going to sound crazy, but I just have to say it. I am in love with my ***** donor. I met him a few months ago online, and he agreed to father a child for me. After talking for a few weeks and getting the paperwork out of the way (backround checks, std testing, etc.) we finally met in person. He is one of the nicest, sweetest men I've ever met. He calls me every other day just to talk, and we text and email each other everyday. We did try to conceive a few weeks ago, without success. He has agreed to help until I get pregnant, and he wants to keep in touch for updates on the child. I am falling for this man hard, and I don't want to ruin what we have by telling him this. I am afraid he won't to help me if he knew I have feelings for him. I just don't know what to do.
ShySmile77 ShySmile77
31-35, F
Sep 23, 2012