I ask for strength that I can bear the pain of losing someone I can't have...I must be strong to finally let go of him, but deep in my heart I want to hold on, but am I so crazy not to realize that I'm the only one holding on now?...am I on denial that the man I used to think will keep me as his girl eventually changed?I ask for God's strength to help me realize that I have to accept that he can't be my man..it was so painful every day knowing things will never be the same again...
hannagrace hannagrace
36-40, F
Aug 30, 2014