Little Flower

I am in love with someone who doesn't know I exist... literally. I found her picture over the internet. Sad, I know, but I could do nothing. My heart shivered in my chest. We are from the same country, same school before I left, the same social circle... a fragment of the life I had left behind for supposed greener pastures. I tried to gather as much information as I could. I found out she loved design and she was talented at that. Smart and clever, sweet and funny, we shared many things in common. Many odd things as well that I thought I'd never find in another. Of the photos I found of her online, one in particular stands out. Besides the fact that she is utterly gorgeous in it, she radiates a sweetness and purity I've never seen before and it touched me. Now, miles and miles away I yearn for her. I want to see her face and her smile. I want to make her laugh. Talk about life, love, geeky things, and ridiculous things. I want to be with her. But she doesn't know I exist. Instead I sit here and think about her and create false memories here in my little corner of the world.
DreamsinaPie DreamsinaPie
18-21, M
Nov 5, 2010

This is beautiful.

Had to submit the confession again. :< <br />
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Anyway, no they're different girls. I knew Adina. This one I don't know at all. That's why I won't send Little Flower. She might think it's creepy haha!<br />
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As for the Letter... I'm just not sure how she would react. It was awkward between us, thanks to me not knowing what the heck I was doing. I think it may be selfish of me to send it... I don't know if she reciprocated my feelings (probably not and even if she did, not as strongly as I did) so while I'll be getting it off my chest, she'd have a letter from some boy who had feelings for her a couple of years ago. She'd know it's me for sure. What is she going to do? Send me an angry message or ignore it completely or maybe just feel uncomfortable? Honestly, I was a little scared so I settled for sending it out to the universe instead.

Wait, I'm confused. Are you talking about this one or the confession? My confession has commenting disabled on it which I don't remember doing. Trying to fix that now.