Not The Normal Kind Of Love

I'm sure the majority of people who have joined this group don't just love someone who doesn't know they exist, they are IN love with someone who doesn't know they exist. In my opinion there is a difference, and although I'm not in love with someone who doesn't know I exist, I do love someone who doesn't know I exist.

I'm not talking the normal kind of 'love' that a lot of people have for celebrities, artists, heroes, and idols; I'm talking about real love for somebody.

I have a brother. A brother who I have not seen in many many years, since we were very young children. We were so young I wonder if he remembers me, and if he knows I exist.

I do love him. He's my family, and even though I don't know him, I feel like he is the closest family member I have because I have such ****** relationships with the rest of my family.

Over the last year or two I have started to uncontrollably think about him, and I can only hope that one day we are reunited; I love him whoever he is.