Its horrible being in love with someone who doesnt know you exist. Well in my case the guy knows i exist i guess, he just has no idea i'm in love with him. We went to the same high school. he's 2 yrs older then me, I've had the biggest crush on him since I was 15 yrs old. I'm 23 now. And he's...still around I guess. We still live in the same city and have mutual friends, but we're not friends. He used to try to hit on me in school, but I would get so nervous around him that I couldnt even speak. He's the only guy thats ever done that to me. I hope one day I'll have enough guts to tell him. until then, I'll just admire from afar.