Im A Stupid **** For Even Believing In Love

i never believed i met my boyfriend about two years ago i told him i didnt want a boyfriend he made it his mission to make me fall in love he just kept saying he wanted to be a good guy fro me and finally a year later i gave in and everything was great but then over the summer he started getting depressed now he tells me weeks before christmas that he doesnt care about anything anymore and he doesnt want to be with me
so now i feel so stupid and used i just want to drink all the time i cant believe after all that we been through it ends like this. i wan t to die
sadsad85 sadsad85
26-30
1 Response Dec 6, 2012

Oh honey..I am so very very sorry. Trust me, ain't no man worth it. I know your heart is breaking. I have been there many times. In time, it heals. Surround yourself with those who care about you. If you are alone during the holidays..volunteer to serve at a community dinner..do something to get and be involved in life.
Somewhere out there is a wonderful young man looking for you. Sometimes, you can't see the forest for the trees. Keep busy, it really helps.