It Seems Like Nothing Goes Right...

Hi I'm a 16 year old girl yes I may have become desperate, yes I've been crying for 4 hours straight for the past week because I can't get over someone but now I'm this deep and I fell so bad for him it's hard to forget. I first met him when I was 13 he was 15 a friend of a friend and he was a friend and nothing more until one day when he decided to talk to me alone and open up to me like a book. He had never acted like that in front of me before or told me things that where personal and things he would only tell a real old good friend he could trust but he told me and I started to have a crush on him. Soon we lost contact for about 6 months and then we restored contact and started meeting up regularly and my crush grew bigger and bigger I was 14 going on 15 when he first kissed me and I instantly fell in love with him. We dated till a few weeks ago after my 16th birthday. My mom and dad had left town and he came round to see me he said I should trust him and he loved me and how we'd be togever for always. After that night he didn't speak to me for 4 days. Then he texted me saying we where over. Now I think back it sounds stupid all I done for him and he only wanted me for the sex. But if he did then why would he have waited so long?!? I'm just so confused and upset. I love him. What should I do just get over him? Or try and get back? Please help me and give advise.
Heartache666 Heartache666
18-21, F
Dec 9, 2012