This Purest Dirty Feeling.

My soldier. We met at a halloween party in 2005 when we were both in highschool. We were both dating other people at the time, but we clicked when we met and became instant friends. We remained good friends for the next two years, until finally things fell into place and we both found ourselves single one day. I was determined that i hated men and i was never going to date anyone again...but he caught me in just the right way that he got under my skin. He is the kindest, funniest, loyal, most hardheaded person ive ever met. We fight, we argue, we buttheads...and we are completely, head over heels in love. Ive had a lot of really awful relationships in the past. Where i was beaten and where i almost didnt make it out of them. I didnt trust anyone or anything...but this boy...is so patient and so understanding. That he actually took the time to work with me and all my unreasonable fears, to disprove the fact that all men are like that.
I think that the first time i realized how much he loved me was when i broke down and started crying, and i realized a couple seconds later he was crying with me. He told me he couldnt stand seeing me upset, that my pain was his pain...and I could never even fathom that someone could love me so much.
I have never experienced this kind of gut wrenching, heart throbbing love that we share. All we do together is laugh, even when we're fighting we always end up laughing.
He has his quirks, and there were some days that i didnt think we were gonna make it...but its definitely love.
I honestly think that he would give me the world if i asked for it.
I beleive that the word "love" has been thrown around so much that the real edge of its meaning has been worn away. Me and my man, we're bringing that term back.

rem122 rem122
18-21, F
1 Response Feb 24, 2009

I feel the same way about my boyfriend! We will make it as long as we both work through any issues we have.