Is There Really Good Will In Usa?

I have cancer,carvanoma on my brain stem and had a stroke xmas da.y I can hardly walk... I went from a size 4 to 14 lost my best friend my father 01/16/2010 HE WILL NEVER WALK ME DOWN THE AISLE. I do not get dressed or out of bed let alone shower. I have lost everythingand  forced out of my job after 10 years and now losing my boyfriend. I have begged and borrowed to try to fill my bucket list which is smaller then you can imagine.  To get married out back of my home and  pay all my co pays and meds get help to walk normal again......... and help to feeds me and my dogs ..... With what ever is left I feed my St Bernard and my golden....... I used to have a life  now I look homeless what is there left to live for but, my granddaughter who loves me for me. I feel I will end up homeless and unable to walk I lost my insurance so the medicines I now need I can not afford so it is just time for me I have all the proof I am real......I fill this out every month with the hopes for help even a dollar would be help. I am not Haiti and not in Chili but, I am crying for a miracle ......I want to live but with out help I do not know how. I also have Rheumatoid Arthritis in both hands.

I have begged and borrowed to stay alive please someone hear me

Source: Cancer Centers, food banks..... Please guide me
46-50, F
Mar 9, 2010