16 And Hiding..

For a while now it has been there. That little nagging feeling of your different. I didn't and still don't want to face this problem but at almost 11pm Christmas Day in years in tears I think it is time. I like both girls and boys. I want to want that whole Americn perfect white fence, three children and dream husband and oh I do. Then there is the scary side... The part of me that wants to be with a girl that can understand me. Just I hate it all. I hate me. Why, why, why ?? :/ just step by step right? I said it, faced it for a bit but now I am hiding from myself again. For a while at least. Thank you for reading and putting up with my rambling mess of a life.
Krystal132 Krystal132
18-21, F
3 Responses Dec 25, 2012

Hey, I feel the same as u. I want to just like guys but I can't help liking girls too! I'm still trying to accept it myself

Hey, don't freak out. It took me a while to come to terms with the fact that I like girls. Just give it some time. I'm only 17 and I've never dated a girl yet because only my mom knows, but I'm sure that I'll find someone in college. Keep your chin up. I promise you'll find your dream person, be it a girl or guy.

Yo yo yo yo yo, don't get your jimmies rustled. Remember that one can only reach true enlightenment when his/her jimmies are eternally unrustled. Oh yeah and remember to have some fruit for breakfast.