How Do You Know For Sure?
I think on some level I have always know that I am gay. The earliest attraction that I can remember having towards another person was towards this girl with the most beautiful long blonde hair in preschool. The next was on this neighbor girl that explored the ways of kissing and ************ with me. In college I got drunk enough at a party to actually kiss a girl but later she blamed it on the alcohol and so did I. But how do you know if you are truly gay if you have never actually been intimate with a woman. I think about women all the time...I see two women kiss on tv and almost start crying because I am jealous of them. I see people on tv come out their families and the families support them with open arms. I guess my main issue is this...what if I come out to my family and friends and I don't know for sure if I am gay. What if I am cut off from the people I love because of something I am not sure of for myself. I want what everyone else does in life...to find the person they can't live without and will love forever...but how do you know if that person is supposed to be a man or a woman?