It is avery difficult time as your body changes and emtions rev up you become more and more isolated. Ike talking and hanging out with girls so much more interesting. However i still have to live and earn a living as a male and if they knew how I felt and could see under the outside clothing I fear there would be severe consequences for me. Even though I yearn to be treated as a woman and live that life full time I must keep up the act. Just to have a place to share my feelings is important. I would love to be taken away from all this and become a woman full time
Di21 Di21
51-55, T
May 18, 2012