I Hate It

I can never seem to decide on anything. It can range from small situations to rather difficult ones.

Should we eat at Pizza Hut or Wendy's?

Should I put my trust in her as a lover, or should I not take the chance?

I'm always afraid I'll make the wrong decision. I wish I could just look ahead and see what happens if I choose that, or who does what if I choose this....

To me, everything has a rhyme and reason. Fate, destiny, whatever you want to call it. But how do I know what I'm supposed to do? What if I just **** it all up? She's everything to me and I can't do that. What if I lose her? What if she thinks I'm ugly? What if she falls out of love with me? But then I love her, and she means more than life itself. Is true love worth the risk? What if it doesn't turn out?

I guess that's my biggest dilemma at the time...

*Sigh* I hope it all goes well. I love her.

Pan Pan
18-21
2 Responses Apr 7, 2007

She will always love you. There is nothing you can do about. Hate to tell you but it's true. She does trust you. She trusts you more then anyone in the world. I know she does. Never let yourself believe otherwise.

She will always love you. There is nothing you can do about. Hate to tell you but it's true. She does trust you. She trusts you more then anyone in the world. I know she does. Never let yourself believe otherwise.