The Emergence Of Social Phobia

I was one of the Indonesian people are very shy. yeah .. may already be my fate from birth. when I was little, I'm normal like other children. playing, joking, and having few friends. but the irregularities began to be felt in myself. while in the crowd, I felt scared. when I was on holiday with my school friends. and I was asked to take pictures with my mother. oddity that's when I started to look at themselves. I was so frightened by the camera name, what more when the crowd saw me being photographed. feel burdened with a name like gaze. this is the beginning of my social phobia.
ameliasolekha ameliasolekha
13-15, F
2 Responses May 7, 2012

Lu Kenapa dek ?
Nggak usah takut

Santai ajeee
Dulu gw org malu juga klo gw itkut ke kantor babe gw
Gw ketemu ma org pangkat tinggi tinggi
Menteri menteri, Jenderal jenderal gw rasa nggak enak
Gw hanya diem diem duduk duduk

Saat ku usia 14 gw ketemu dgn teman sekola dar Babe
Seorang Preman Deli die liat aq dan bilang eh klo U mau maju dalam hidup lu harus bisa berteriak
Klo lu mau bersukses lu harus bunyikan suaraMu jangan tekut ma siapapun
Ucaplah INI DADAKU MANA DADAMU !
AKU ANAK JALAN DAN AKU PUNYA OTORITAS,
DAN GUA TIKAM SEMUA ORANG YANG BERANI TERHADAP OTORITAS GUA!

Pada saat itu aku nggak malu lagi
Pak Olo belajar aku untuk menjadi seorang Jago lu
Juga harus belajar utk jadi seorang Jagoan didalam kedihupan kita harus langkah diatas kepala
Orang orang rendah klo mau maju kita harus naik kalo mau maju jangan takut sama siapa pun
Kalo mau maju bunyikan suaramu dan berteriak berteriak
Nah itulah kunci perhasilan sip!

Hey,<br />
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Interesting story, it is. I thought we have same issue, but not as much as yours, maybe we can share stories and get to know each other well? Drop me an email anytime.<br />
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Salam kenal:)