I Am Inlove With My Cousin
When I was younger, the only thing I liked about family reunions every summer, was seeing my cousin again. Though she was 3 yr.s younger than me (and a girl), she was the coolest person to hang out with in the whole family (at least to me). As we became teens, we grew even closer, becoming a sort of long distance best friends. Each time I saw her at family functions, she took my breath away like no obe ever has. We both knew this was no ordinary friendship, or love of merely cousins, but we didn't dare act on it.
Eventually, there was a great tragedy within the family which ended all get togethers, and most of us lost touch with each other (including my cousin and I). Over the years, I thought about her often, and wondered what could have been, if we had simply gone with our feelings.
I got married (twice) and had three sons who I love dearly. But, never could understand what was missing from my life... What was wrong with me, or my marriages. No one ever seemed to understand me, no matter how close we got. They always tried to change me into what they wanted me to be.
I began driving a truck a few years ago, because I seem better alone anyway. At the same time I opened an account under my real name and pictures on a popular social network. Recently I got a request from my long lost cousin! We began talking, texting and chatting, and were both surprised to find our feelings are just as strong as ever for each other. In fact, I drive through the city she lives in pretty frequently, and she has already told me that from now on, each time I pass through, we are spending the night together.
Then, she told me something that is still blowing my mind... She said that she had always wondered what it would have been like to be dominated by me. I told her that I had experience in Dom/sub style relationships in the past. And now she wants to serve me.
I already know all the moral implications to starting a relationship with her. I am aware that it will have to remain a secret, and we'll be sneaking around from now on. Yes, I know she is a blood relative and society views this as sick. But, I honestly don't care.
I lost her once and was miserable, always regretting and wondering "what if?" Now, she's back and I don't intend to let it slip by again. Very soon I will be passing through town, and we've already made plans for our first night together as lovers.
Eventually, there was a great tragedy within the family which ended all get togethers, and most of us lost touch with each other (including my cousin and I). Over the years, I thought about her often, and wondered what could have been, if we had simply gone with our feelings.
I got married (twice) and had three sons who I love dearly. But, never could understand what was missing from my life... What was wrong with me, or my marriages. No one ever seemed to understand me, no matter how close we got. They always tried to change me into what they wanted me to be.
I began driving a truck a few years ago, because I seem better alone anyway. At the same time I opened an account under my real name and pictures on a popular social network. Recently I got a request from my long lost cousin! We began talking, texting and chatting, and were both surprised to find our feelings are just as strong as ever for each other. In fact, I drive through the city she lives in pretty frequently, and she has already told me that from now on, each time I pass through, we are spending the night together.
Then, she told me something that is still blowing my mind... She said that she had always wondered what it would have been like to be dominated by me. I told her that I had experience in Dom/sub style relationships in the past. And now she wants to serve me.
I already know all the moral implications to starting a relationship with her. I am aware that it will have to remain a secret, and we'll be sneaking around from now on. Yes, I know she is a blood relative and society views this as sick. But, I honestly don't care.
I lost her once and was miserable, always regretting and wondering "what if?" Now, she's back and I don't intend to let it slip by again. Very soon I will be passing through town, and we've already made plans for our first night together as lovers.
By:
Valdaine
Age:
36-40
