My girlfriend dumped me Monday because I did drugs because I felt empty again ...I told her honestly about it and all she did was ignore me and break my heart Monday. I thought she would understand but I was sorely mistaken she had been avoiding me before no matter how much I tried to talk to me she would go home without saying goodbye as soon as school was out . The next time she tried to blame it on me saying I dumped her and in front of all my friends when I heard this I laughed I found it funny but I died a little more . When I met her I wanted to help her she was struggling and I wanted to help we ending up kissing and going out soon after I was happy for three months for that time the void felt full but now it's as empty as ever I have tried to become friends again I even bought her a energy drink before class but now she is dead to me I can't tell if I hate her or if I don't care she is now dating a drug addict who smokes weed all day SHE DUMPED ME FOR ME SMOKING AND SHE DATED A POTHEAD . I felt so betrayed today I caught myself hurting her and her boyfriend she has left me alone like every other girl I want to feel whole again I need to find something I hate the feeling of emptiness.