DepressionI used to suffer from severe depression until a med cocktail (only three different presc
I started thinking the world was incredibly biased towards good-looking people - a thought I still hold some belief in, just not as much as I used to.
When I got over the depression, I was feeling great. And I finally considered myself to be a very good-looking guy. But recently I've been having relapses. Relapses where if I see myself in the mirror, I just want to punch it and break it. Something I did once when I was in the midst of my depression.
But now I'm 19, about five months have passed since I noticed the miraculous improvement. But things haven't really been going all that well for me. My love life hasn't changed at all. Girls just aren't interested in me and I'm beginning to believe that it is because of my looks. In fact, I'm pretty sure that's the case. I can't see what else is wrong. I carry myself with confidence, I'm smart, I'm talented...
I usually don't hate the way I look anymore, but I do get into funks where I do despise my appearance. So I guess that means I'm insecure now instead of just positive I'm unattractive.
Discard92 18-21, M 4 Responses 0 Jan 10, 2012