I Want To Love MyselfI know it's normal for there to be things you don't like about yourself. Almost everyone wishes they could change little things about their hair, bodies, or whatever. But for some reason, I feel like I am extremely insecure with myself and it just keeps getting worse as time goes by.
In high school I always felt like I didn't belong and graduated early just to get out. And mirrors are the worst. I seriously avoid mirrors because I cannot stand looking into them, especially if I am not wearing makeup or didn't try to fix myself up enough. I wish I could say I am beautiful and smart and all of those things but I can't. I always find a reason to hate myself and compare myself to others.
I wish I knew a way to get rid of these insecurities because deep down I do NOT want to be like this. I wish I couldn't care about my looks or what other people think but it really gets to me...
justbefree 18-21, F 6 Responses 5 Mar 11, 2012