I Feel Like Im Not Pretty Enough

when guys call me hot its because they want my body
i recently started talking to the guy of my dreams , and obviously
we started flirt texting , he was leading me on , and than he left me a message the other day
saying there would be no amount of alchohol in the world wich would make me want to be with you
he told me i wasnt good enough
i go to school everyday and wear as much makeup as i can
i put it on three times a day ,
i dont wear bikinis
because im too self conciouse
i starve myself , not to gain weight
what is there more to say

lucytaiatu lucytaiatu
18-21, F
Jan 19, 2013