About Everything...

      I don't like giving out any opinions unless I research my friends and family's opinions first. If they differ from mine, I tend to just keep my big trap shut and nod my head like I agree.

  I've always been insecure with the way I look and how people perceive me. One doctor I had thinks I was born fragile and that my abuse just made me more so. They apparently "researched" and said that I was part of a small percentage of people that were just born with hyper sensitive emotions. That they find it extremely difficult to live in our world.... Whether that's true or not, I have always been more prone to take things personally and to hide away from humans.

   As far as I can tell, we are the only species that makes hurting others an art form. We are so evil in our intent to make sure that the weak stay weak, the poor stay poor and that if we aren't making someone feel completely worthless, we have definite not done our jobs. It makes me sick....

  I've always been weak, so I hide. I try not to show how much damage your words and actions can cause me. I am trying to come out of my shell but it's hard.... Especially when I see friends of mine leaving EP because of others, and they are stronger than I am.

  Now, I don't know what to do. I believe I've too insecure and weak to stay on EP by myself. I will be watching my circle closely...There are a couple of my friends, that if they leave then I won't be long behind them....

  Teri :< (I will miss you Gabi & Glorious. I wish you weren't leaving us) Take care of yourselves. <3


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2 Responses Feb 17, 2009

Don't leave Teri, I don't have that many friends on here and your one of my best, I won't let anyone hurt you hun, if they want to get to you then, (useless as I am) they will have to get past me first!

Well, someone here bashed the hell out of me a while back. I went away for a little while but I won't be run off by anyone so I'm here to stay :)