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Ugly Duckling, Ugly Swan

I'm not looking for compliments, I just don't see what anyone else claims to see.  I feel like people lie to me just to make me feel better.  I have this nervous feeling anytime I walk into a room or people stare at me as to what they're thinking or how they're ridiculing me and it turns me "cold".  People that know me say I'm mean sometimes, but honestly sometimes I would rather say something mean or hurtful before I get hurt.  I wonder why I am alive, why I am here, and what if any, my purpose is....

always333 always333 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 24, 2009

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I wonder why I am alive, why I am here, and what if any, my purpose is....<br />
^ I second this, wholeheartedly. I feel like that's my number one problem as well. I'm struggling with it and have been for a while now. <br />
everyone is beautiful in their own way.

those are thoughts we all have, some of us let them overwhelm our other thoughts. try not to let it. yuo need to look at yourself everyday and tell yourself something positive. stop the negative.