I know I will have another love in my life but I am so very picky now.  I have a man head over heels for me and has been waiting patiently for 3 years now.  He knows I love my ex and struggle with still allowing him back in my life.  But he still waits.  I am not sure he is the one I will love no matter how well he treats me I still see him more as a friend and haven't slept with him.  I don't want to sleep with someone just to be having sex...I have to be emotionally tied in and know I am not being taken advantage of.  I hate slutty women who don't know how to act like a lady.  So for me falling in love consists of so much more than sex because more often than not people mistake lust for love...

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Feb 18, 2009