Much of my life has been shrouded in confusion on who I really was as a christian. A slave to the law and what was socially accepted. However, I now see that there is freedom in Christ. Polygamy for me is not a choice of sexual desire but one joy and biblical support. This was a hard decision to come by as my family does not know of this, but I am content in the Lord knowing that this is his will for me. I desire to raise a large family, God has blessed me with both the desire and will to raise one. Through Him I know all things are possible.