Just Getting Started

I am totally getting into a dominant Femdom role in my marriage. You can read the background on my other shared experiences, I care not to repeat it here. I completely love my husband and it took years for us to come to the exploration we have been doing lately. It all sort of clicked and I have to say that I wish we had started years ago.  I enjoy being in charge, teasing and denying him, twisting and contorting him, making him squirm with embarassment but most of all I know that deep down inside I am pushing his buttons. I like the power and the satisfaction that I am pleasing him through playful "cruelty".

I thought that he would start pushing back or say that we had done enough and it was time to take a break from our role playing but he keeps submitting further and further. Now it really turns me on when I make a new demand, expecting him put his foot down and refuse, only to hear him plead.  Then I get to taunt him and tell him just how much he will learn to love it, making him say it out loud... next thing you know I have him reluctantly and begrudgingly begging to fulfill my demand because he knows he has to!!  I make him say our love life is perfect because it is my way for my pleasure all the time.  I have him profess how much he loves to eat me out, how he likes the scent and taste between my legs, front and back! Yes, I make him get oral and french kiss my "rosebud" too.  I think he enjoys having to verbalize his submissiveness, there is something special about him professing how he enjoys "nasty" activity.  It's like he really does not want to but I am forcing him to and he cannot refuse me. His sad little eyes are almost ready to cry when he professes how he has a "*****" in his panties that likes to get ******.  I feminize him too!

I have the best ******* now. I was telling my best friend that I have the best licked ***** in town and was hoping she might want to join in for some fun. I was thinking about making tinkerbell, that is what I call him now, write out a little card saying that he will eagerly eat ***** any place on demand and sign it. I would tell him it is my card that I will keep in my purse. Then I would give it to Susan and have her present it to him, demanding a good licking right in front of me.  He would balk and I would start calling him tinkerbell "get to work tinkerbell, show her how good you are at licking "two lips"! Then I would make him take off his shirt and show off his bra!!!  That would fix his wagon!!  After tinkerbell was done servicing both of us we lay out ten new cards just like the one and make him sign each one!!! Susan and I split them up and start talking about who we should gift them too!!!

These kind of things make me so excited and simply magnify my pleasure. It is like a kind of intoxication and I love it!

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4 Responses Feb 24, 2010

Cuckold him and make him clean you and your lover.

P/licker, wonderful comment! I agree, but I'm very sorry that you have to live without now. Yes, continue to hope - it worked for me.

Goodness yes she spanks him. What domme would ever fail to spank her sub? As a submissive, I could never fully respect a domme that failed to spank me....and I mean hard, so as to break to to deep submission. After that, I'll do ANYTHING she wants, I mean let's add to the original story the requirement of orally servicing a line of women all menstrating and having to get it washed down with their pee. I mean ANYTHING is possible for a domme who breaks her sub with a hard spanking. The idea of serving others, beside a domme wife, has always been a big desire..that's what slaves do...they serve others. Alas, I am not fortunate enough to have a domme wife, but, will continue to hope.

Keep up the good work. Do you spank him as well?