19 years old, not sad or depressed or suicidal. i have a good home life with loving parents who have always provided me with everything ive needed. it just feels so empty, i guess the word for it is dissapointed. this cant be all life is about, school, job, kids, house, work, until retirement then die, that cant be it. we have to be here for something bigger. going through this site theres so much pain and suffering and i want to help all of you i want to take your hurt and put it in me. i want to make the everything better but i dont know how. i want to make it clear im not suicidal, but id also like to say i dont have anything to live for. some people will read that and think its sad but thats not how i feel about it. its not sad, its just meaningless.