Jealous Of My Lovers Other Women

I know I have no right to feelnthis way, but I do. I am married, and started an affair with this guy. It started out emotional, and I pushed it to sexual. I just saw him this past week. Of course we ended up having hot sex. I tried not to, but he is like drug to me. He was here for 3 weeks and we saw each several times. Our last time together was great, yet awkward. After we were done he started talking about his new life out of state. He said he hooked up with someone down there. I felt like crap. I let it go till the next morning. We talked on the way to the train station. I wanted him to know he hurt my feelings. He didn't really remember the conversation.. Too much alcohol. I said I didn't want to hear about his other women, especially after fing me. His response was your not going to divorced, so. I don't know about that, I just didn't want to hear about them right after we were done.

He didn't get it. He thought it was funny. I think that was the straw that broke the camels back for me. If he can be that insensitive to my feelings, I can't continue with him.. It makes it easier to let go.
Newgonegirl Newgonegirl
46-50, F
May 14, 2012