He Found Someone First...

It's really quite silly but my ex found someone new before I did.  And I will admit I am jealous. He was my first boyfriend and I guess I just worry I'll never find another person to love me, which I know isn't true I just have irrational fears. And now he has a new girl friend which I think is great, I just wish I would have found a new boy first.  But I guess that's not quite how things workout. I don't know I wish I didn't let it bother me so much.

megpan megpan
22-25, F
Mar 8, 2009