Enough Is Enough

i fell for a guy last year and he chickened out in being with me. so we stayed friends and we dated other people like nothing happened. but then he decided we should be friends with benefits.. i didnt care because i still liked him and i wanted him to fall for me like i had for him. it didnt work out like i wanted. i just became his late night booty call and nothing more and i ****** hated that with a passion and i still do. random nights he will call and i know why... its not because he wants to talk to me but because hes horny and wants a quick ****. whenever he dates a girl he ignores me but when she wont put out or they break up theres my cell ringing like crazy. no matter how hard i try to end this it always happens. when im dating sumone he doesnt care he still tries getting me to hook up. the more he bugs the more pissed off i get and what hurts the most is thats all he sees me as and will always see me as is a booty call. every ***** he dates has been ****** ugly and just use him which i find funny since karma is a *****. i have so much anger towards him that im done... i refuse to be sum pathetic hypocrites second choice and i refuse to be any guys booty call.