I Woke Up Breathing. I Can Not Complain.

    So here it is, I turned Thirty last week. No job, no house, no car, four kids, child support, three ex-husbands, and mother-in-laws. And at that you are probably to stressed out to read on.

   So let me lighten the mood, I am a very spiritual women and it is a good thing. There was a day when i was a child, I remember like it was yesterday. I was in my room on my bed. And I was rocking back and forth, comforting myself, from this cold world. Saying outloud, over and over, "I want to go home, I want to go home."

   I am just like everybody else, I could tell the story of how I was molested as a child. And how I grew up to be a Soldier for God against sexual abuse. Or I could tell the story of how I have not spoken to my father in eighteen years. Or the story of my four beautiful children, by four different men. But all these make up the story I want to tell you.

    I am Chastity Nichole Vannoy, I am a Soldier for God!!!! I have no one in this world to count on, just like you. And the only love I have ever known, was from God.

   I lost my innocence at 3 years old. I lost my father at 13. Started using drugswhen i was 14. And I became a mother at 15. I became a wife at 18. And got divorced at 20.

I was born a Soldier for God!

Just like everybody else!!

chastitystar chastitystar
26-30, F
Feb 18, 2009