Empty & Without A Soul

since yesterday, i felt like i am just treading water. i really don't know what is wrong with me. i tried to make myself happy, but i ended up feeling more confused, thinking why am i feeling like this. when he talked, i listened but in my mind, i just wanna be alone. do i want to get away from him for a little while? yes i want to. and he sensed this feelings... he told me i can tell him anything... but what should i tell him? i just don't know what to tell... i am happy with him, but inside i am not. my body, my mind... please don't let this feeling get to me. i really hate it. it stops me from laughing from smiling... it's not him this time, it's just me. i thought it must be work that is drenching me but i feel okay about it... i guess i just need to be alone for awhile... 
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22-25, F
Jun 24, 2010