I Am Just Waiting For My Turn So That I Can See My Dad Again

what to say i dont know from past one year my eyes never stped crying.....i had hard time and still going through it...i cant live without my dad who was my life...
my dad is really a great person...he didnt study much but he worked very very hard to make us educated. He was working in a Hotel and all the 4 kids are Engineers...he was our inspiration of life...i always used to be with him ...in all times...but when he died i was only person who was not with him i couldn't even see him...i was very far away from him far away .....It took me 10 days to come back home....who the hell want's this life where my dad is not there...i am still waiting for my turn to die and see my dad again ....almost trying to find whats death...which many tried to find and didnt find proper answer..want to know where is my dad?...what happened to him...want to speak to him want to get scoldings from him...want to go for a long walk with him...i want thim very badly...i dont know if i will be alive tomorrow....but if i am not...i will surely meet him....if i am alive i will be still waiting for my turn...

Thanks for this site...for giving me a chance to write my feelings....

Thank you very much

jayait2000 jayait2000
22-25
Mar 14, 2009