Loneliness Replaces the Tension

He moved out 2 weeks ago.  For that, I am happy.  The tension was making life unbearable.  We'd been living together as roommates for way too long.  Both of us miserable.  Uncomfortable.  Angry with each other. 

I've stayed pretty strong through the last 2 weeks.  But tonight, I'm just kind of sad.  I'm lonely.  The apartment is so quiet.  And cold.  I am yearning to be held by my new love.  To be in his arms.  To feel a comfort and safety I haven't felt in what seems like forever.  

I'm just kind of sad tonight. 

CuriosityKitten CuriosityKitten
31-35, F
13 Responses Feb 20, 2009

A slumber party would be wonderful!!

I am so glad you are in a better place now. We went through this, and I was depressed forever. I think we should still have the slumber party!!

I would be so there if your looking for crashers! I love parties

Henry, my new love is giving me much better. He makes me happy, happier than I've been in a very long time.<br />
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Myonis, the guys would most definitely crash it. I'm guessing that would be fun, too!!<br />
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PeeDee, you could definitely come to the slumber party!!

Oh...Invite me to the jammie party to cheer up curiositykitten!! I love meeting new people!! <br />
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Myonis108 can bring her mac and cheese and snickerdoodles for us.

Jammies! Jammies, food, and lots of silliness, the cure for just about everything. I wonder if the EP girls had a big slumber party would the guys would come crash it?

I really could use a pajama party.

CK- I am sorry you are sad tonight. I really need to come see you so we can have a big pajama party. I think it would help us both :)

That's for sure. He soothed me almost immediately.

its amazing how much less lonely you can feel when you hear that special someones voice.

Thank you both. I'm feeling happier after a sweet talk with a special someone.

I know sometimes the quite is to loud to sleep at night. I've that way often lately. I am sure that your loneliness will pass Kitten, and those arms you long for will hold you tight and the sadness that you feel right now will be filled by very happy sound of two hearts beating as if they were one. So it is on nights like these we grow to truly appreciate anothers company. <br />
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Sorry to read that you are sad Curiosity

I'm sorry you're feeling sad tonight. Hopefully there won't be too many nights like this. Do something to pamper yourself and try to keep your mind off your sadness. ((hugs))