Loving And Accepting Myself

That has always been a struggle for me. I have always thought having someone else love me was all I needed. After the last relationship for last three years. I finally see that if I don't love myself how can someone else. I believe we were completely wrong for each other. But I really tired to make it work. But when your dealing with their alcoholism daily. It make it impossible to focus on anything but them. My struggle also is self esteem. It hard when someone tells you they love the way you are. But then in the end you find it was just more lies. To say I feel betrayed is a understatement. But this time alone is helping me see things more clearly. I have found this site to be a savior. I can come here and vent when other people are not available. I also have had it drilled in my had if your not thin. Then your no good. But I feel taking control of my weight problem. Can also make me love myself more too. Thank you for reading my post. God bless you.
butterflylady21 butterflylady21
51-55, F
1 Response May 19, 2012

May God bless you, oh how well I understand what your going through.