I'm In Love But Don't Want To Be With Them

Its the same with me Ive been with my partner for 4 years we have recently been on a break for a month after a horrible year, cheating, arguing not paying attention to each other. I am in love with him I don't want to chuck anything he gave me out I still wear his braclet but I don't want to be with him I am lonely by my self and I think of him constantly but I don't want the drama and bitterness I don't know what to do with my self or how I feel I am even considerig moving out of the town we both live.. I want a better life and I can't see it being with him even though I am in love with him
B606 B606
22-25, F
2 Responses Dec 12, 2012

You even said it yourself... "I want a better life and I can't see it being with him"

Go! You need to just go. This relationship will not get better. Just go. You're young and you can do better.