This Is Torture

I have been married to my husband for almost 11yrs I have always been attracted to women and was also attracted to men I identfied as bi-sexual for most of my life but it has gotten to the point that I am not attracted to men anymore all I can think about is being with a woman. My husband is a wonderful man and father and I do not want to hurt him! he knows I like women and he is ok with me being with women but an every now and then rondevu with a woman is not enough anymore Ugh! Not sure what I am going to do.
simplyme31 simplyme31
1 Response Aug 6, 2010

I can see that it has been awhile since you posted this story. <br />
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I just wanted to say that, in my experience, it has been better to be divorced and sharing life with an amazing woman, than to be trapped in the grey funk that was my marriage. <br />
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Love and much light to you <3