What Hurts The Most

At this current time I am listening to " What Hurts the Most " .  This song fits me simply because not too long ago the man I thought was the love of my life left me. The sad thing is not even 10 mins b4 he left he kept telling me he loved me and he wanted to be with ne for the rest of his life. I may have only spent 8 months with this guy but I knew deep down he was the one for me. He was the first one to show me true love exsist. Well now I know better, if it was true love I wouldn't be typing this story today. It was just a week ago that he walked out of  my life. Part of me hopes he does come back into my life, however the other part knows that if he did come back I would have the fear he would do it again, and it would just hurt that much more.