Little Comfort, Little Creepy

I am living a lot of paranormal activity, but i have been told that i am a sensitive. I lost my fiancee a little over a year ago, rather suddenly. We always discussed things about our futures etc. and about He would always want to take care of me. I have actually seen the sheets to my bed move as if someone is on top of me. I have felt him come to me and make love with me as when he was alive. i feel him whisper and kiss my neck. I enjoy this very much and i cry because he is not here to hold me. I remember his last breath as if it was just a minute ago. I think of his last words to me, I am sorry please forgive me. I can't understand why he said this to me. I relive that last words i told him as i cried the aching of my heart my lifeless soul i whispered and screamed pleas come back to me..

I think when I used the word creepy I shouldn't have. It's more surprise at the amount and clarity of it all.



I know basically why he is here. I good with that. And when he finally moves on I know it will be ok for both of us then too.



But you are right about charlatans. I have already had to get in touch with me to 'give me a message".



The only thing hard about all this is the change in plains. He is here, but not here. I am here and alone. So that gets a little heartbreaking. If that makes sense.



All in all I'm just going to see where this goes. I get the impression he is learning as well. And he does indeed know he is gone. Unfortunately he was fully aware at the time. It was sudden and violent...but his actually passing took a few hours.



I'll probably end up writing more about this as time goes on.



Thanks everyone.

My friend, thank you for writing of this experience. The only thing that is 'creepy' is the limited human perception on communication with beings that have crossed to the other side. You have what is really typical signs of communication from someone who is out of their body. As he really wants to communicate with you, there are overwhelming signs and the one that passed is patient in your 'getting it' rather than being creeped out. Truly the connection that you two had was and still is very strong, hence the strong activity that is obviously this relative. First know that there is nothing wrong with you or your psyche and no, it goes way beyond grief. It is an actual communication you are experiencing from your relative. The energy that animates our bodies and minds is what is eternal, as are our 'connections' with our fellow energetic companions who when embodied, shared earthly connections. The energetic matrix of your relative is still close to the earth plane and has not departed to other realms and wants to communicate with you. Of course it distracts the earthly inhabitant as we deem it creepy because that's what the media has taught us through their stories of hauntings.



Especially sudden and/or violent deaths where the deceased literally does not know they are dead, communicate and that communication is judged as creepy. After seeing your medical doctor, see someone who specializes in this field to mediate what the communication details are, get the resolve and let them know lovingly that their body is dead. But beware of the many fraud mediums that will exploit your situation.



The communications you are receiving are so clear and so frequent on so many levels, it is imperative for the continuing journey of your relative's soul for you to understand and allow communication to be open between the two of you.



Beside my book experience of THE CHE DIARIES, I have had more than the average share of paranormal experience. I am not creeped out by it, and will be happy to share with you if you send me a message stating your interest. I never thought as an artist and musician and mom that I would become knowledgeable on such a topic, but I am, and will be more than happy to assist you and to direct you to someone trustworthy to assist you in your area. Of course 'your area' is relative in terms of dealing with this other dimension.



Be blessed, be honored that you are receiving communication in so many harmless ways. Don't TRY to meditate, just BE with this, sit down and invite your relative to communicate with you, that you are listening and know he/she is there. Your pets are true conduits of this energy and they display acts of positive affection, which is indicative of nothing weird or creepy, as they are more in tune with energetic fields than humans. Thank you for sharing your experience, and again, please feel free to contact me. Blessings, Ave

Yes he did pretty much look the same. And the dreams are bits and pieces, somethings are memories, other things are different. At least what I remember of them.

When you saw him, did he look the same as he did before he died? What are the dreams about?

Yep

According to The Third Eye by Rochelle Moore, when your ready, ask him to move on.

Yes we had talked about it. More what we believe.



He had moved here to take care of me. I was going to be there for him. It's a little complicated.

The colors going on. Hmmm. The greens have been around for a while off and on.

But the blue...and it is such a pale pure blue...that's new. Only a few weeks.

I've always associated the greens more with my craft and the energy that I use. But I'm not certain. I honestly never thought about it.



But yes there is a lot of activity. He touches a lot. Hugs, and such. It's comforting. Cool, but then a warmth.



I've never dealt with a spirit in more than passing. But this seems like a long term thing.

Wow, that is a lot of activity! Are the colors you see new too? Did the 2 of you ever talk about visiting the other person if you passed over to the other side?

I've had visits by loved ones too. When it came to unfinished business, we were able to talk through it. I hope you can do that with him and then ask if he would move on, but knowing all you have to do is think about him and he'll be there. Here I am saying all this when you know more than me......