Terrorized

I was tortured when I was 12-14. I don't remember. And I am grateful that I don't remember. All I remember is waking up or coming to on a metal table with straps holding me down. A TV in the corner showed endless videos of previous girls being tortured in the room I was in. Their screams never stopped. It was the kind of screams that say "I am desperate. I know this man will kill me". I couldn't close my eyes. The screams would then terrorize me even more. I started screaming after hours of listening to victims suffer and die right before my eyes on the TV screen. I screamed as desperately as the girls I had seen. In the end, my own scream scared me. It was a true miracle that I escaped. I still hear their screams, and sometimes at night when I try desperately not to think of it, I hear their screams again and I have to bite my hand not to scream myself.
Brielle18 Brielle18
18-21, F
Jan 17, 2013