Does He Really Love Me
My Partner has been depressed for a long time now. I know he misses me terribly if I am not around but he just won't seek any help, he is too proud and thinks he is fine. He does seem to be better than he was a while ago but he is often very cold.
I am living at his parents house in a country where I don't speak the language as it is the best thing for him to be here. However I feel quite lonely here and when he shows me no love I feel even worse. We were seperated for a while before I came here and we missed each other a lot but I am just not sure what my future holds now and the uncertainty is slowly eating away at me.
Some days are great and some days are terrible, I dread the terrible days but the good ones give me hope that things are going to be fine. I just wish that he could show me the love I need to keep my spirits strong. We were always a good team before and sometimes I wonder whether things have changed so much through all this that the bond that we had will possibly never be fully repaired.