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I Am Lonely, Even Among People

Hate.

By: utterfool
Written on April 10th, 2008

Do you ever feel like you watch yourself? Like in a movie the camera zooms out to watch the main character highlighted in a group of anonymous happy faces and his face is sad or neutral, thats how I feel with the world spinning around me and people moving at 4 x speed like the vision of a hummingbird.

I know people, I socialise to an extent but it does nothing, no one understands me, no one really listens to me but then again what do I have to say? Pseudo-Academic/intellectual crap that no one cares about or listens to.

I don't love anyone, I respect but I don't love my family or friends or teachers or any women I've met thus far (all 4 of them......). I'm scared that I don't love anything or truly feel what it is to be happy.

By: utterfool
Age: 18-21 , Male
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    lafsnack
    lafsnack

    • Those that MAKE THINGS HAPPEN...

    • Those that WATCH Things Happen...

    • and Those that SAY "What Happened?"

    Dec 25, 2011
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    findmeholdmeloveme
    findmeholdmeloveme

    I know where you're coming from. Sometimes I feel the same way. But contrary to what you stated, I would be very interested in anything you have to say.

    Mar 14, 2010
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    booanater
    booanater

    easier saidj, or rather typed as the case may be, than done mememememe.

    Mar 14, 2010
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    mememememe1146
    mememememe1146

    i think its almost impossible to talk to people sometimes isnt it? They just dont want to hear the truth but im sure your friends understand you even if they arent paying attention to what you say.

    You sound like a great person, I dont think you should get out more to meet people! Thats how love happens. Join a gym or a new job meet lots of people bump into a nice person start a conversation, thats how life works sometimes. Its easy to want love and understanding but if you dont put yourself out there then you wont get it.

    Aug 15, 2008
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