I Dont Fit In

I dont fit in, I never did and never will. i guess this world is just not for me. But it's Ok =-}
Delphinia65 Delphinia65
46-50, F
1 Response May 22, 2012

Oh you are so not alone - I have always had the same problem - if it is a probIem . I am now in my 50's and have no friends whatsoever.... just a small number of family members who are basically stuck with me I guess. I don't know why. Becasue it seems that folk reject me I have become too afraid to try and feel awkward and shy... it is horrible feeling this way. So I remain friendless..<br />
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My dad used to take cine film of the family and there I am at aged about 7 looking aloof and on the edge,,, my brother and sister were playing with their toys and there I am sitting on the sideline, wondering what the hell is going on here... why??? I haven't a clue that's just the way it was and always has been.........<br />
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I am kind and considerate and respectful, dont like confrontations and would rather walk away from anything 'bad' I always answer folk when spoken to in a polite manner. I try to get involved in forums and somehow I always manage to be the thread killer - every time!!! It is a skill I have studied for years and have perfected it to a T<br />
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Try not to let this get you down, take care<br />
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So like you I have come to accept this as just the way it is. Don't get me wrong I hate it this way but no matter what I do it doesn't seem to change... so I'll have to live with it.

well i know Jesus loves me....Im content with that.