I've joined so many clubs, been to so many groups and classes, had so many hobbies ... but I just never seem to fit in anywhere. Some groups I've been going to for 5 years or more, and still can very rarely get a responce to a 'hi, how are you?' .. and even then, the responces are either abusive, or they look at me as if they're looking at dogshit on the bottom of their shoe. Yet, that's all people tell me to do ... even therapists .. is to join groups, join clubs. But it never works. I try my best, for 16 years I've been trying my best, and it still never works!