I Over Dose Over A Broken Heart

I GOT A STORY TO TELL..LISTEN AND BE OPEN MINDED TO MY TALE!! WE FELL IN AND I GAVE HIM MY HEART ..I WAS SCARED BECAUSE WE CONNECTED SO FAST .. HE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME WITH IN THE FIRST WEEK HE WAS SO REAL.. SO I DID THE SAME THING... I WASNT SURE OF THE EMOTIONS THAT WERE FLOWING THROUGH MY VEIN , SO I STEP OUT AND CHEATED , I CONFESSED TO HIM THINKING HE WOULD UNDERSTAND I THAN REALIZED MY LOVE WAS REAL I COULD NOT LIVE WITH THOUGHT OF HURTING HIM ... I HAD TO TELL THE TRUTH CAUSE IT WAS HURTING TO BAD! IMA CRY RIGHT NOW CAUSE MY HEART IS SO SAD. I LOVE THIS MAN WITH ALL MY HEART.. HE SAID HE GAVE ME A SECOND CHANCE CUZ HE LOVED ME SO MUCH.. MONTHS LATER HE WANTS A BREAK .. I GIVE IT TO HIM AND HE NEVER RETURNED.. HE SAID WE SHOULD BE FRIEND THAN SAID HE DONT WANT TO EVERY TALK TO ME AGAIN ALL LOVE WAS LOST.. AND I NEED TO LET HIM GO.HE WISHED ME A GOOD LIFE AND SAID GOODBYE. NOW I'M FALLING APART AND I CANT FIND MY HEART.. IM NOT SURE IF HE HAS MOVED ON BUT I WISH HE WOULD REALL HEAR MY SONG.I KNOW I WAS WRONG BUT MY FIRST LOVE O HE WAS SO SWEET , BUT THAT FIRST CUT IT WAS THE DEEPEST. IN A MONTH ILL CALL HIM JUST TO SEE IF HE HAS LOST ALL LOVE. AND MAYBE THAN I WONT OVER DOSE OVER A BROKEN HEART.
acceptingmyflawz acceptingmyflawz
18-21, F
2 Responses Jul 24, 2010

well thank you so much for your advice its so easy to say , but way harder to do , i did not cry today so thats a start but the fact that he told me he love me is the thang that makes believe its hope. i dont want another man thats another thang that makes it hard for me to move on , no man can compare to him , but with time i just might be able . put pieces back

That would`t be easy moreover you haven't got such experience...but you should forgei it...<br />
If it is possible to forget a part of your life with seemed to be rather happy 4 u..<br />
You have live a short life thats why you should have a time that would be better than that one. But the main drawback is your mind-its about to stop view the situation ob<x>jectively, I mean thinking better of that time that it were.<br />
To consider my advice is to have a wonderful time somewhere and just to see what's better.<br />
Life never stop => you should`t too....<br />
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What do you think?