I'm Becoming Reclusive And Isolated.After reading the book Lonely by Emily White, I realize how lonely I am.
I'm forgetting how to have conversations with people.
I'm lying to people about social lives I have in my imagination.
I think if I make more money it'll change things.
I feel like no one understands me.
I feel excluded.
I'm jealous of other people and their social lives.
I stay away from large groups of people because I'm scared they will attack me in some way when they notice I'm alone.
I've been depressed over the last couple days because I don't know what to do. I'm scared the rest of my life will be like this.
I don't want to live; I don't have a life.