Happy With Life-but Still LonelyAs a person who has suffered depression and mental illness-though I am now medicated and doing a lot better mentally, I still find myself at odds with the world. I havent had a steady girlfriend in over a year, I havent had sex in over 4 yrs-last girlfriend was completely platonic. I am not disabled in the traditional sense, but because of my past depression etc (I couldnt even go into a room without wearing sunglasses) I DONT drive a car, Not that that matters, but in the plastic robot world that we live in today, People almost always assume that, because I dont drive-that I must have something wrong with me, Always on dating sites, its interested until they find out I dont have a car etc.
On the other side of the coin, I am a christian and believe that God has someone for me, but I still get lonely and would like to be accepted as me, a lot of people accept me as a human being but not as anything more. I also dont have kids