I been feeling lonely a lot lately, also hated, ignored, and pushed aside. I been looking for love again, though maybe I was right and that I shouldn't be doing so. Since everyone keeps leaving me, or telling me to try girls when I tell them I am gay. They dislike me for who I am, I am tired of people treating me this way, I am tired of people always walking all over me. They been doing this all my life after all.. and I feel lonely since I got no one to call my own, to hold, to love. My friends say I should be happy to have friends and that I don't need "love" not sure if that is true. Since I want to be happy, I hate being depressed all the time, though I don't care if no one likes me showing all my feelings. Because I am NEVER hiding my emotions again, it took so long to tear the wall when I was fourteen, also I put this wall back up.. and guess what, I became heartless when I did so. It took two people to tear it down that time, since I was heartless and careless. I have been thinking of hurting myself, like cutting my arms..
TheShadow77 TheShadow77
18-21, M
1 Response Apr 14, 2011

dude i feel the same way except im not gay im straight yea well my situation is different but maybe we can help each other out hey do you have facebook or anything either way my email is chocoland41@yahoo.com